Every night I have to talk myself 'down from the ledge' so to speak.
Chicklet, I'm feeling the same way today. My first couple of weeks were AMAZING. I felt so good! So positive! So encouraged!
My internal monologue today is much crankier and devolves into, "Well, it's a non-issue today because the medication you were on means you'll get sick if you drink today, so shut up already about the wine."