I am afraid to make him feel self conscious.
I am afraid to make him feel bad.
I am afraid to make him afraid that I might leave.
I am afraid to put him on the spot.
I want to add, I am not afraid of those things about anything other than drinking.
Why the drinking issue than? Because it feel so so big.
Disagreement is almost foreign to us. Not that Im afraid of it..I think past SO's would beg to differ. haha
I just... yikes.. if you can say anything to help me understand my feelings, I will surely consider it and mull it over.