Originally Posted by
Katfshh 
I tell him I love him, need him
Why do you need him? Once you answer that you will know what's "wrong" (your quote) with you.
Originally Posted by
Katfshh I tell him I ...cant believe that he would do this to us.
Why shouldn't he? He's done it to others.
Originally Posted by
Katfshh Then I tell him, to go away, he says "No" ... 'You can't get rid of me yet."
It's easy to get rid of him. Turn off the phone, stop texting and ship his stuff back to him.