Morning all, day 13 today, which means 2 weeks tomorrow! Whoo hoo! Was a bit miffed yesterday. Had a really, really busy day, planned it all out and did really well. H came home from work and as I hadn't parked the car straight (it wasn't too bad, just out of line a bit at the front), the first thing he asked was if I had been drinking as I had parked really badly like I was p*ssed. Then he said my eyes were glassy! He asked three times during the evening if I was sure that I was o.k. Then to cap it all I went into the kitchen to wash the dishes and blo*dy dropped a plate. It smashed all over the floor. He came running in and stood in the doorway watching me. I felt so paranoid I actually felt guilty! I hadn't had a drink, there is no alcohol in the house and I DONT want one!
i do realise that I have hurt him badly and it will take time to build up the trust again, but aghhhhhhh!!!
Other than that, I'm feeling good and keeping busy, busy, busy!
Love to you all, stay strong and be kind to yourselves!
G.xxx