Hi I'm Rowan, and I'm an alcoholic. I'm so glad you're here! That you sought a recovery site speaks volumes. I too love drinking. That is, I used to. I do understand how unthinkable it seems to live without alcohol when you have come to rely on it so often - I really can identify. I attend AA regularly, and I wouldn't have contented sobriety without it. I do understand that it may not be for everyone. But oh, how it has changed my life! I spent my days in isolation, hidden from the world. I was depressed and often contemplated suicide. I didn't want to spend time with anyone or go anywhere. I just wanted to drink. If you truly WANT sobriety, it is yours! Keep posting in here and let us know how you are doing; there are some terrific people in here as you can see. Sobriety is a gold mine; have faith that you can do this! Please
keep coming back!
