NEO, I hear ya! Something one of my sober girlfriends pointed out to me was that she wasn't constantly thinking about when she'd be drinking again. When she said that I reflected back and remembered how no matter what I was doing, if I wasn't drinking, I was thinking about "getting to it", and it dawned on me how free I was of that constant obsession. It really was owning me.
Love your posts NEO!! TY!!
