hey guys. how is everyone? going thru day three of complete sobriety. No smoking for me. it's weird how so many times i wanted to quit and couldn't. i just kept praying for strength to overcome temptation. i kept praying for the desire to quit. i knew it had a hold over me, i just couldn't shake it loose. you know? i smoked less and thought that was great, but still smoked everyday. couldn't go to bed without knowing that i had taken at least one hit. i felt compelled to do something i didn't even want to be doing. i think i finally prayed hard enough, convinced myself enough that i was sick of this sh*t and how is makes me feel. Been overly emotional lately. crying alot. but i will cry until i don't feel like crying anymore if that's what it takes. please continue to keep me in your prayers. going to make it into day 4. im on my way
audra