I am not part of a group. I work full time and am a mum so it is very difficult for me to attend meetings. This is why I love SR. Its great to communicate with people who are living or have lived the same nightmare I am living right now.
Whats stopping me from stopping if this makes sense is how bad I feel. I am scared of something bad happening to me. I know drinking will only make my health worse but when I'm drunk I dont care. I hate that I dont care about me.xx