Traderjane, get back on the horse. Most people relapse and as long as you're willing to try again you're on the right track. I believe in you!
Also, I appreciate everyone's support but I am switching to a different support forum and won't be posting here anymore (I can't keep up with more than one!). Just didn't want y'all to think I had fallen off the wagon!
Best of luck to everyone. We can all do this!
GG