Originally Posted by alaninok
I did not drink everyday before this, only on the weekends, but when I did i got blitzed, I don't remember how i got home most nights. Do you all think i have a problem?
That's a question for you to answer Alan. Your wife's situation may have triggered a behavior that is already firmly in place within you. I was a weekend warrior for a long time too, and I saw absolutely nothing wrong with drinking to pass out. As alcoholism and addiction are progressive things, I eventually carried the weekend behavior to a seven day a week gig. After that happens, all bets are off. Not remembering how you got home is called a blackout. Social,
normal drinkers do not black out. Period.
So you may be killing two birds with one stone here.
Welcome to SoberRecovery Alan.
Read and post. There are answers everywhere in this support community.
And most of them lie within yourself.