Originally Posted by
PizzaChef 
Just because I'm not a stereotypical "drunk" I had to face that I am an alcoholic - in the early stages of properly f***ing my life up.
.. and welcome PizzaChef as well. Your quote is also well said.
We all like to think that we are unique and that our version of drinking is "not like those other people" but when we are honest with ourselves, it is hard to refute the facts.
For me, I just needed it -- it wasn't how much or how often -- it was how much it consumed my thinking when I needed it. This was my early warning sign and I took it really seriously. I'll always be an alcoholic, but living with this disease is possible. My recovery has taught me the skills for how to live -- and to that, I am grateful for going through this journey.
Welcome!