Originally Posted by
Grace2 The fist drink happened because I was weak and called at the off licence an bought a bottle of wine. Couldn't even wait till evening to drink it!
I am so upset at hurting my loved ones yet again! The looks on their faces says it all. I've just got home from driving round because I dreaded my partner coming home from work. He is home now, but can't even look at me and why would he even want to? I just dont know what to do any more. WHY WHY WHY did I do it again? I need to sort my life out and I'm going to try my best to do so.
The first few days I was off the drink I know I would have done the same as you. Because in the past before this time around I also did the very same thing.
I took my wallet, separated the stuff that I needed like a license etc etc and then all of my CC cards, debit cards, cash went into another wallet. In the morning before work I made sure NOT to bring that with me.
Hard to pick something up on the way home when you have no cash