Grace is SO much better than disgrace - especially when it's with a capital letter!
Grace, we are what we think about all day long and where the mind goes, the feet will follow.
Please be pro-active in reading, learning about how to change your thought-process to a positive one; especially as it relates to how you see yourself.
If we gave as much recognition to our good qualities as we did to our bad ones, we'd be amazed.
Doing so is not being egotistical or selfish; it's called self-help.
Try starting with this. Complete each sentence:
I deserve to be...
I want to be...
I can be...
I will be...
I am.
Be positive and remember...You matter, no matter what.