i am getting ready for another day of battle with my own desire to drink. i must be crazy i truelly know where a choice to drink would lead and yet i crave to drink. today i am responsible for my recovery. today i am not going to drink. it is always a day at a time. i am strong and i am winning. the light at the end of the tunnel honestly i do see the light but does the tunnel ever end? thanks for reading and thanks for your support i am open receptive and listening.