Not the whole story no. I mean I'm ashamed. I just told her it was really bad. But giving all the little details seems too hard.
Yes my Mother pretty much knows the extent. She knows I was in the hospital after a heavy night of drinking. She suspects drunk driving, while I haven’t told her straight up she knows. She knows I drink during the day..and she knows I drink heavily.
All her and my step dad do is telling me what an idiot I am and they’ve grounded me. They bought a few of those one time use breathalyzers for when they suspect I’ve been drinking. They search my room and bags when I get home after work and they take any chance they get to make some sarcastic comment about my poor decision of using alcohol as a coping mechanism and then my Mom whines that I need to get help but when I bring up the idea of rehab she’s says it a “terrible” idea… so I really really don’t know.
I have an appointment with that therapist tomorrow, I’ll tell him I really think rehab is my best option and hopefully he’ll try and talk my Mom into it. My Step Dad said that he’s not letting be back into the house if I disrespect my Mother by going to rehab… I don’t know why they’re so worried about me going but they are.
I'm going to straight up tell this therapist I want to go into rehab...maybe he can make my mom see I need it