Thank you guys. Seriously you’re all amazing. Like you have no idea how much people’s words here mean to me. It means so much to know that a board of people who don’t know me care. And yeah he broke up with me on FB it’s pretty messed up and I deserve better but it’s the whole abandonment issues thing again…that’s why this is so hard but whatever.
I guess we will see how rehab goes. I think it’s going to be good in the long run. It can’t get any worse right now.
Anway I'm sober right now...puking your guts out with nothing in your stomach but alcohol and bile (EWW I KNOW) is kind of a wake up call. Anyway I will post here and let you guys know before I go. God bless you guys though seriously. Thank you all so much.