Thank you. You guys are all amazing and your words really do help.
That being said I have a confession.
Last night was really bad.
Made up some ******** lie to get out the house, I was so wasted that I don’t really know how my parents didn’t notice. Don’t even really remembering driving but I know it was bad. Ended up on the WRONG SIDE OF THE HIGHWAY somehow…going in the opposite direction… pretty much almost died. (My GPS told me to go that way…) Rear ended someone but luckily we were going slow enough that his car was fine…
Pulled over on the side of the road by a bridge…sat there bawling my eyes out for like 20 minutes. Some guy pulled over to see if I was okay. Wanted to call the cops. Talked him out of it. I ended up going home with him. And stuff happened.
Awesome.
So I’m going to rehab. As soon as I see my shrink I’m going to tell her I want in.