Awe yuck i feel like crap. I am so sorry i couldn't keep clean, but i tried. i did not use the drugs i got, i just couldn't bring myself to do it as bad as i thought i wanted to but i sure drank enough. I used aome excuse of being under some stupid whim, being mad, and whatever else,really i just wanted it so i did it. Now i am back to square 1 with the headache that never whent away only got worse,surprise-surprise. well i guess i went straight to stupid, did not pass go, did not collect the $200 but just went straight to stupid.
I appologize for letting ya'll down when you did nothing but be there for me when i needed you. what i did was a very selfish and thoughtless and i was so wrapped up in my own feelings, wants, and "needs", that i did not take into consideration anyone elses thoughts or feelings on the matter but my own and that is very rude, inappropriate, and extremely unexceptable behavior. I hope that ya'll will except my humble appology and forgive me. Erika