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Old 06-01-2010, 04:00 PM
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SomeoneSomwhere
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Location: Boston, MA (Mattapan) Legit ghetto but I love it
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Been drinking.
I couldn’t not. I know it won’t help but I couldn’t not drink.
Hurting so much right now. Can’t put it into words. Not going to do anything rash. Just don’t know what to do. Talking about it hurts too much. I need Ryan right now but he wants nothing to with me. Or my brother but he’s gone too.
As immature and stupid as this will sound…why me? Not such a terrible person, just don’t understand why all this sh** keeps happening

I’ve just been crying like all day. I’m not a crier but I can’t help it. I haven’t eaten. Not hungry. I just…trying to survive. My Mom and step dad are both worried. They wanted to let me be alone so Julianne is sleeping in their room. Its nice of them I guess

Everything just hurts right no not sure what to do who to turn to or how to be oaky now
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