Hey, welcome and It'll get better. No worries with the weight right now. It wasn't killing me, the booze and drugs were. I went from 185 to 265. I'm now at 195 and have been that way for 2.5 years. It's the bones that hurt now, but thats just age. Keep on the path! I found a host of sober friends that love to have fun in AA. Look in the phone book and join us. We'll save you a seat.