Well it was pretty quiet last night. I did get a couple of comments thrown at me (which I ignored) about how he can't stand being accused of being high when he is so obviously NOT... oh brother.. I don't know how many of you have seen someone on a methadone/xanax combination..but it's pretty obvious to everyone but them. I have to say that it didn't seem like he was still on the binge, but that's his MO...try to get back into my good graces and I'll forget.
Not this time...it's actually embarrassing to me to think back on all the energy and time I put into trying to rescue him...trying to help him get his life on track...took me 4 years to finally get it through my head that only he can do that stuff for himself. He has managed to bust my 'give a damn' and I think it's going to be a rude awakening for him, more drama to come I'm sure....praying for the strength not to get drawn into it though