Originally Posted by
SisOfAnAddict 
I don't know why but her shooting down any hope (for now) of recovery has put me at peace.
I agree with Suki. It's HARD to be in limbo-land, and it's REALLY HARD when they
say they want sobriety, yet their actions show otherwise. It can keep us stuck when their words don't match up and - for me - is crazy-making. You can feel like you're communicating with a present adult human being, but in reality, you're not.