i am becoming more and more inspired by what i am reading.. i have some hope left. it's going to be hard of course..
i hadn't realized that there was more to becoming clean than just quitting. i don't think my husband understands that either. i think i should write him a letter and take it to him when i visit him in the psych ward and ask him not to read it until i leave. is this a good choice? maybe outlining the things i expect for him to do if he wants to save our (short) marriage before it gets out of hand?