I think that I am back sliding...........I am letting stuff bother me today that I cant conrol. I am leaving work with a bad attitude and I cant let if affect the rest of my day......so far it is affecting no one but myself, cause I havent seen anyone........and I dont want to be this way anymore.........it is almost like I am Jeckle and Hyde........but I dont drink......so I am the one that is worse off......that is very scary........