Congrats Bam !
On your sobriety and smoke free too, that's huge ! I'm looking forward to the future without smokes, .....I think it's like insurance for sobriety. Maybe I'm just dreaming (ie. wrong ) , but imagining lighting up one day may be a sort of first line of defense; ......a rational warning sign ? Like, is there something going on with me that could affect my sobriety ?
positive thought anyway (i hope )