can't believe I am hearing myself....please,girl...you CAN do it. Giving in to the negative forces would only make them happy. I see alot of myself in you, as we all do I'm sure. But, this too shall pass if you let it. I always missed my health and sense of feeling good after the fact. My remedy for the physical torment...EAT...alot. Drink lots of milk, eat some soup...veggies maybe...anything. Your body needs water too...dehydration makes the brain throb!!! I've heard things that were'nt there as well when coming off the booze....so don't think you're losing it. Hang tough, sister!!
Love...
Shawn