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Old 05-18-2010, 10:42 AM
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Desert2trees
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Join Date: May 2010
Location: Southern Oregon
Posts: 87
Faulty - I appreciate so much you providing this excercise... It helped me think.... I needed this so.





I... (Fill In Yours)

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I hurt when I think of what I have lost over my addictions
I love to dream of a world without pain
I hate the takers in this world, for I am a giver and attract them
I suffer everyday for the choices I have made in my life

I cry because I miss my children, grandchildren and my animals

I fear abandonment
I hope I am on the right track this time and can stay there
I sadden my children, because I wasn't there for them in my grief over the loss of my husband in 2008

I feel so much better than I did 4 months ago

I think I am gonna make it this time

I listen to everyone, and everyone tells me so much
I talk WAY to much
I see inside of people... their potential
I smell really good

I break my own rules way too much

I taste the finer things in life
I work really hard on myself every day
I remember when I used to spend time with my family
I hold on to those memories, for right now, they are all I have left of them

I hide my pain

I pray that things will continue to improve
I walk through the valley.... and keep on walking on
I read but not as much as I used to
I breathe deeply, breaths of sanity
I wish I hadn't blown $100k in two years

I play often, and without reserve
I want EVERYTHING!!
I touch as many hearts as I can
I learn from the school of hard knocks

I feel like I am on the way to a great life again

I know myself better now than ever before
I hear people, when they talk, instead of thinking of what I'm going to say next
I dream of warm days and being out in the sun
I have so much to be grateful for

I burn when I think of what has been taken from me

I fall in love too fast
I wait for the day when my children want to spend time with me again, and I can see my mother and granchildren
I live every second like it is my last one
I miss my family

I need to move on

I lie rarely
I worry more than I like to
I rely on myself
I die a little more each day

I try to give respect to everyone
I say the things that other people only think

I am me.
Walk a mile in my shoes.

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