Hi InsaneHeart - when I first came to SR I felt at home here too. I had so many emotions (scared, miserable, excited), but the more I read, the more it seemed so right to sign up. It's nice to have this thread, too, cuz we all need a little extra support in the early days.
Sending you a warm welcome......as I'm sure others will too!
Post as much as you want. We're listening!