JIT- yes I think from not having the alcohol in your body it is going to react differently. I never went this long without any alcohol. I think I would feel like crap even after one drink. Either that or I would just want more.
The yets are I never had a dui, never been arrested, never lost anything, some call them not yets which only mean if you over drink these things will eventually happen. I never really hurt anyone but myself. The worse I did was maybe embarrass myself or those in my family.
Hide and Seek- I totally agree with you. I am afraid of what could happen with a stupid glass of wine. I guess you could say I had enough- I just crammed it into a few years instead of a lifetime.
Dee- Thanks for all your work and I don't want to make more work for anyone. I just thought it was more like a daily support thread but I'll take it anywhere. You guys on this site are great and this site really has been a godsend for me.