:day6 Welcome, jlr!! Great to have another MayFlower on board! Hang in there - it really does get better. You'll find out in a few days that you feel ten years younger and stronger, and the self-loathing will fade, really. Keep posting!
I like your plans for the weekend, GettingClean! Kick back and do something non-stressful/positive. Cujo on steriods.....:rotfxko