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Old 05-11-2010, 11:19 AM
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jlr5
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Join Date: May 2010
Location: washington, dc
Posts: 12
Count me in...

You guys have really cheered me up. Thanks so much!

It's only day 2 for me since me relapse. Actually it was the relapse after the relapse. I feel like I've been stuck in the spin/rinse cycle. I've been having a great time crying and beating myself up, too. I know better, that feeds my disease...

This is my first time at NA. I've always worked AA, even though pills were as much or more a problem as booze. I avoided drugs and alcohol, but I needed to do more.

I'm full of shame and fear. I feel like such a cheater and liar. But that's Day 2. I really don't want to feel this way again. And I don't want to forget feeling this way.

count me in the May Day parade!
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