Hello-kitty,
I know the feeling... If you are looking that means you basically already know that it's there, and you want to make sure that you are not crazy! --- I think its called co-dependence
Do you really believe he is clean?
I don't consider him being clean cause he is on suboxone, for me, if you are clean-you are clean of everything....
But as far as Heroin? He is not using it for sure.