MaryRita 
try, try, try again -giggle-
I had to get to vomiting before I quit each time - you have my empathy; I know how much that sucks.
You've already apologized to us - try not to end up being hard on yourself for drinking again. And if you do, then remember to apologize to yourself too, and then get back to one day, maybe even just one hour, at a time.
Don't forget, not wanting to drink is only a part of it - you also have to want to be sober. That way, your motivation to stay off of alcohol will be deeper and stronger, and so will your resolve.
I wish you the best, and I hope you keep posting! Don't let the past few days get you down!
Marlow & Kmber 
Congrats on your sober time! It might be weird to read, but I want to say: I'm proud of you guys! One day at a time
