In bed the end of day two. Sober!! But i did other things that are so unhealthy for me. I'm starting to think that I'm trying to kill myself?!?! I ate a huge plate of Hawaiian BBQ. YUM!! Snort ribs, white rice, all the fixins. Then went to fatburger for an order of fries and a rootbeer. Couldn't even finish the fries. I almost got the same feeling as drinking. Relaxed, better mood. I even hid the bag in my console like many an empty beer can before.
Wife and kids wanted taco bell. I offered to go. I got my self a burrito and a volcanoe taco. By this point I was stuffed but I forced it down. Mainly to not
draw suspicion from my wife why in wasn't eating. Didn't want to explain the crap I had already eaten. Jesus!!! WTF big time!!! 39 1/2 sober hours. I'll take that today. Work on my health tomorrow. Good night all.