what do i want
*i want to have days where i stay on my own side of the street, in my head
*i want to feel truly appreciative of everywhere i've been, embrace the ugly times, as
necessary for my growth and getting to where i've (hopefully) gotten
*my daughter to choose sobriety & work the program
*i want to feel that i'm defined more by how i see myself, than how others see me
what am i doing
*therapy
*piano lessons
*socializing again, with a variety of people
*spending a lot of time with my youngest daughter (still in the house)
*breaking out of isolation (still spend too much time alone, posting on s/r!)
*visualizing my future life, how i want to be, what i want to be, possible job change
what do i need
*to learn to live without the "what if's" and "what could have been" and regrets
*to start journaling
*to finish my 4th and 5th step
*pay attention to my physical health - start walking again, try & afford a gym mem.ship
Thanks for this thread!