Wow, I had an eating disorder too. We do love to torture ourselves don't we? This thread is incredible, you guys have inspired me to make my own list. I am going out with a friend tonight for a drink, this is something I totally stopped doing. I didn't even realize I had cut myself off. I hope you all continue to get stronger, and I hope I will be stronger soon too. I think the beating the whole codependent thought process is going to be tough, but I'm gonna kick it's ass eventually! LOL