I have decided to give aa another shot. I don't really like drinking anymore, and I am not growing spiritually while I am "out" just thinking about the next drink , no time for others, just me, me me.....I don't like it.
But what I really miss is The Fellowship in aa. I had made so many freinds and I was gonna blow them all away, luckily I did not, I had absolutley nothing to do, I was really bored, I did not go out my house for 8 days...how fuked up is that. So I went back this morning armed with many new facts about myself..maybe THIS time I will suceed