Hey Sweetie
Take it easy, you can do this. Just one day at a time.
There are all kinds of meetings, some are bound to be smaller.
I always love the big ones, During the closing prayer all the folks united, together, hoping and praying for a better way, really gets to me.
Keep posting here, please stay away from your dope man.
You will meet people in meetings that you can get together with. It takes alot of work to change your life and your lifestyle.
You have our support and love...