Hmmm. I joined here 2 years ago. My bottom was getting drunk at a bbq hosted by one of the lawyers at my brand new job and drove with my kids even when his wife tried to stop me in front of everyone. Nobody got hurt thank god but I couldn't believe I could have let something like that happen and put my 3 kids at risk like that.
I've been a revolving door ever since. 2 months here, 3 weeks there, hiding wine in my closet, getting caught, threatened with the loss of my family if I don't get my **** together, same ole same ole. I post here even when I slip, I like being part of a group but can't seem to hold onto one. I have been attending AA sporadically for the last 6 months, I like reading the books and talking to people online better though.