Last night was rough but I made it. Starting to be able to look at myself in the mirror (literally) and be proud of myself.
I'm just so darn tired today, what's up with that? No energy at all. I'm getting 7-8 hours of actual sleep. Not pass out for 4 hours then spend the rest of the night trying to fall back asleep. I take a multi-vitamin and B supplements (always have).
And I don't know if I'm majorly depressed or if it's just that I'm tired. I don't care about anything today and want to just go back home and stay in bed all day.
Last time I was sober (2 yrs ago for 3 months) I don't remember all these emotions and depression and lack of energy.
WHAT HAS THIS DISEASE DONE TO ME!!??!!
