Hi Raindownonme, I'm so sad after reading your post. I'm new to this so I'm not going to offer any advice...... I just want to tell you I'm thinking of you and feel really bad for you. I'm sorry your husband is like that. I'm alone in this too. There's nobody I can talk to about my addiction problems but my therapist and I only see her once a week for an hour. I can't talk to family or friends. That's why I come to this site. It's really helping me.
Please try to be as strong as possible. I'm thinking of you. Robin