I'm sorry to hear your news J - but it looks to me you know where you went wrong.
You just have more work to do on accepting the fact you are what you are.
We don't ever control our alcoholism - we simply have to learn not to fuel it.
I hope this is the time for you
Accepting I'm an alcoholic means making certain choices to me.
I wouldn't do Vegas, J - not with someone who expects me to drink.
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