Hi, glad to see that you are here on SR. Great site for help and insight. You are already mentioned some of the reasons that may have caused your relapse. Sounds like the same things that I did 2 weeks ago. Need to keep going to AA, I also would find every excuse not to go. Another thing that I see, which I also had a hard time is letting go of the relapse/hurt. Not to forget it but it is in the past. Easy to write this but it was very difficult for me to do is to forgive myself. Keep coming around and try and get to a meeting.
Dean