Wow, flutter, thanks for sharing that and congrats on your sorta-new baby! What a blessing that he/she has a sober mom. I'm afraid that I'll be making amends to our 2 girls for the rest of our lives. But, it is what it is and all I can do is move forward as a power of example. I came within inches of them giving up on me and just the other night, our youngest told me that I am one of her best friends! But I know that that would vanish in an instant, were I to pick up.