Welcome to SR!! You will have our support in your recovery and you will find tons of useful information and experiences. You are not alone so take time to check out the posts.
You need a program in place to help you stay sober and that may be counseling, AA, SR, your Doctor, etc.
When you are ready to quit just toss the booze and stop. I am pulling for you and it does get better!
Looking forward to following your progress. Kim