Originally Posted by
unbrokenchain 
It's never going to be a PERFECT time to stop so understand that, and SEIZE THE DAY!
Alcohol gets harder and harder to manage as it progresses. Learn some techniques to cope with it and you'll be much better off. Plenty of them available for free here.
Im just having a panic attack right now afraid of withdrawls from binge drinking vodka for a couple days and I got work today and all day tommorrow