Originally Posted by
SomeoneSomwhere 
I can't make it through the day without a drink. I think about alcohol all the time. I crave it.
I am baffled how you can say this, but think you are not an alcoholic? I think maybe you need to re-consider that decision.
I was once right where you are with drinking. I would crave it as soon as I got up, but wouldn't drink during work. But as soon as I got home I would take a couple shots of vodka in my garage before I even walked into my house. Thinking about alcohol all day is no way to live. The sooner you admit your powerlessness over this liquid, the better off you will be, I promise!
There is a lot of information on these boards, and TONS of people willing to help. I hope you use the tools on here and experience a life you never dreamed possible. Covering up your emotions and pains with alcohol doesn't fix them, or even allow you to deal with them. It just prolongs the agony, and makes it MUCH worse when you do decide to deal with them.
I pray you find the help you need.
