I can't make it through the day without a drink
Yes you CAN! You have to force yourself to not drink. It's hard at first but it does get easier. Can you see a doctor for help in getting thru withdrawals? Supervised detox can be a good thing to get you thru the worst of the w/d. Stop telling yourself you can't stop - you CAN. It's hard but it can be done. And the rewards of giving it up are so many.