Originally Posted by
FrancoSarto 
so I had a Committee Meeting in my head for the 20 minute drive home. It went something like this...
"I need a drink. No I don't. If I drink, will DD still be in her situation tomorrow? Yes. If I drink, will I feel horrible tomorrow? Yes. Will drinking fix or solve anything? No. If I drink will I like myself tomorrow? No."
OMG I had something like that happen today but it was "Hey Vic, you know you threw that bag of pot away and yeah the pipe, you should go get it and take a hit of it to calm yourself down.'' Than I thought OH NO NO NO>>>I am NOT Going to do that, h*ll NO." So I got in my house and than I started to get the Poor me thing going. Yeah right Pour me another drink. Not today I said thank you very much!
Thanks for sharing what you did I needed to hear most of it tonight.
Glad this place is here also!
