Hi again everyone. Again, thanks again for all the thoughtful responses. I guess I gave the impression that I was going to act on the feeling of missing him or worrying about him (both emotions that I feel are healthy and normal for me to have right now). But that's all it was, emotions.
I'll continue to miss him and worry about him at times. I don't believe there is any harm in going through my natural emotions naturally. I'm not going to obsess about trying to control my natural emotions because I'm confident that I've learned enough about how to manage my responses to them (therapy, life experience, SR) to keep myself on the sunny road of recovery.
Looking forward to a better week. Hope you guys have a great Monday.